October 20th, 2017

​I love you.

You are so
​infinite;
​bigger inside than any spirit place
I ever encountered or 
​knew,
including God.

​(because I'm sure I never knew him)

Unknowable,

​Like you really.

​I love you.

I forget & so do you.
You forget with me &
​before me & for me.
& then I remember 
​what I should
leave forgotten,
but you 
are purer.

Not polluted with:
I should
or
I should have
or
​I must
or
I can't
or
​I mustn't ...

​You have more faith than I ever thought possible for a hole in my chest.
​More faith in life & people & goodness & love & the future & yourself & even me.
​More faith than I ever hoped to live on.

Much
bigger
&
stronger &​

​I love you.