September 23rd, 2019

I think I've found my heart.

I'm not sure yet.  Not completely.
I don't recognize it.

I looks different.  Completely.

It looks whole and strong.
Beating. Not erratically and wildly and too softly.

No.  Steady.  Strong. 

I looks solid and juicy and meaty.
Like muscle, only monochromatic.

I haven't figured that out either.

Why is it black and white now?  When before
it used to be red and bloody and dripping?

I think its mine.  It seems to know me.

But I don't recognize it.  I wonder if it might help me
laugh again?