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Dear Heart,

5/11/2017

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I know where you've gone.
​I know why.
It's not even far, but
​I can't come.

​He doesn't want you,
​you know.
​I'm not really sure why you believe
he will love you.

​I'm not angry with you.
I miss you.
​I have a dark hole under my clothes where
you should be.

Come back.

I understand you more now,
​I think. I want to
​stop trying to give you away
​to the ones you don't want to
go to.

​I want to promise you,
​but I won't because I know I don't
​trust my own promises.

​I want you to stay with me.
I need you &
I think I like you.

I never used to.
I used to hate you.
I remember.
You were right to leave me,

​But you can't stay with him.
​He's not even holding you.
He just has enough room,
​so you don't bother him &
he doesn't mind you being there.

​& he's too good.
He won't chase you away.
Only ignore you mostly.

​I don't blame him.
​You're not his.
You're mine.

​Please come back.

​from 'Soft' in My Heart
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  • Goodbye Songs & Thank-you Notes
    • The End >
      • Shedding
      • Walking
      • Thnking of You
      • My Secret
      • Happy Birthday!
      • So?
      • Goodbye!
    • Other Endings >
      • Forever
      • Losing
      • Thank You
    • Neverendings >
      • Old city-friend
  • I sleep, I dream
    • Dreaming >
      • Night-life
    • My Planet >
      • Being Brave
      • One
    • Nostalgia >
      • When I grow up
      • First Bounce
  • Its Inside-Out & Orange
    • Inside >
      • Day-dreaming...
      • Visitor
      • Ownership
    • Out >
      • Ashes to Ashes
      • Tomorrow
      • Ouch
  • You, Me & the Others
    • You >
      • Tigger
      • You're lying
      • Not talking
      • The Children of other Gods
    • Me >
      • Sleeping in the half-light
      • Body Parts
      • Home
      • Underwater
    • The Others >
      • Hard Places
  • My Heart
    • Broken >
      • Broken-hearted
      • chest pain
      • Eating Tears
      • Shame
      • Dead
      • Heartbroken (Why?)
    • Soft >
      • Softness & Darkness
      • Dear Heart,
      • A love song
      • Voice
      • Found
    • Believing >
      • Faithless
      • October, 11th
      • Kneeling & Crying
      • Beat
      • "Fear" or "Following my heart."
  • Homeland
    • Heaven
    • Once
    • Ownership: A memory
    • fuer Strasbourg
    • Things
  • Colour
    • Grey >
      • Reason
  • About
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