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"Fear" or "Following my heart."

   

3/26/2017

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I dig in, and
hold on &
the more
I do,

the more you
drag.  You

pull,
push,
draw,

toss! &
drop me,

yelling
from where I thought
you still were,

only realising
(mouth straining wide & eyes!)
that my voice
is rushing
out
after you,

leaving my
stomach
via
my lungs

as you (just) left
my chest cavity
via
my throat before,

only staying
nano-momentarily
stuck

(not even my throat
can close up
enough
to hold you there) &

you are gone.

Free.

Out there &

I am left here,
&

you do it on purpose
(killing snakes!) &

Now
I have no choice.

I cannot stay here
without you.

I must follow.
(Why do you do it?)

I am so afraid.
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  • Goodbye Songs & Thank-you Notes
    • The End >
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      • My Secret
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      • So?
      • Goodbye!
    • Other Endings >
      • Forever
      • Losing
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    • Neverendings >
      • Old city-friend
  • I sleep, I dream
    • Dreaming >
      • Night-life
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      • Being Brave
      • One
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      • When I grow up
      • First Bounce
  • Its Inside-Out & Orange
    • Inside >
      • Day-dreaming...
      • Visitor
      • Ownership
    • Out >
      • Ashes to Ashes
      • Tomorrow
      • Ouch
  • You, Me & the Others
    • You >
      • Tigger
      • You're lying
      • Not talking
      • The Children of other Gods
    • Me >
      • Sleeping in the half-light
      • Body Parts
      • Home
      • Underwater
    • The Others >
      • Hard Places
  • My Heart
    • Broken >
      • Broken-hearted
      • chest pain
      • Eating Tears
      • Shame
      • Dead
      • Heartbroken (Why?)
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      • A love song
      • Voice
      • Found
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